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Rejection

all i need.To reject or be rejected, the mere questions that leads to this broken hearted girl. Rejection runs in the blood of our family, to hate, to disgust, to be looked down upon on. I used to think I could adjust to the words of a silent assassin but everything blew off eventually. I was rejected, by my closest people.

I can’t express it in fancy words but I’d say

It’s noting fancy, It’s not good , It was never easy to avoid, It was a pain to describe it, and it fucking hurts

I’m just resisting the temptation to cut my own life because I still can’t find a valid reason to do it. Living on bearing pain is probably better than carrying nothing at all. Breaking down may be the worst idea I could think of as an ending, but it’s not like I have a choice in this damnation.

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