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I woke up at 5 and continued searching for my cell phone. I broke my toe nail when the wooden frame shunned. But at least I got my phone back, I checked the call log but nothing was there so I used my moms phone and sent a message to the birthday boy. It was 7pm when my phone fully charged, still waiting for a call, still nothing was there.

The free time got me thinking about my Aunt’s comments, so I asked to the quiet thin air what could have gone wrong. I rummaged my social network account only to find out the answer. The empty calls, the non-frequent communication, and the secret of his phone. I’ve found my answer that I was not in the mood for a cheery celebration. I tried practicing to smile in front of the mirror but the heat didn’t gave me a bright cheery atmosphere.

When the party was over, several colleagues told me it was gonna be ok. I thought it would be, that got me reflecting more again. I probably be the greatest fool on earth to play with the game at his hand. To think, I begged for a relationship, tried waiting for an answer, giving some time, and still his lips said that at least there’s a couple that stayed like a couple since high school.

What was I thinking betting everything for this guy when all I do was to cling on false hope? I was turned into a joke, a mere joke to show off in front of friends. I didn’t realize it was déjà vu all over again. This happened before but it’s much worse. I became a party pooper before I know it.

He speed up after I closed the door of his car, that scratched my little finger. He didn’t even tried to look back or say anything. So that’s left me to one conclusion………

Some people say it’s Karma, before I knew it, I really should have not worried nor tried to get my hopes up. He wasn’t the one I used to know, Auntie was right. People change……they change too much that it’s hard to recognize them anymore. I feared he was going to slip away someday, I never thought it would be today.The one thing I’m clinging to and hoping for gone in an instant. So I guess my dad’s warning really got through me, relationships are not everything I would have hoped for.

 

I told myself I wont miss you.. But I remembered… What it feels like beside you….

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